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I hate the way this has to be
My anger isn't subsiding at all
If I had just one wish today
I would want you to take that step and fall
My brain hurts is hurting
My heart is beating fast
I would leave this place
If I had some cash.
It sucks it has to be this way
But you never cared when I needed you.
A thousand deaths I die a day
All because you weren't true.
Stop asking questions
I don't want to give answers.
It's nice it has to be this way
Because i'm mentally worn and weak
Saying that you'll always be there
Don't you think that i'm a geek?
'Cause obviously i'm not good enough
Your word is paper thin
So where do I begin?
For once in your life
Think of someone else. My lungs throb with air
I don't know what to do
No one seemed to care
Especially you.
I'm just a statistic
Just another kid
People say i'm twisted
And people want me ridden.
I don't care what you think
I don't care what you know
So I begin to drink
And sleep in the snow.
I have a lot to say
But it never gets through
I've been hurtign today
Because you can't keep true.
I just want to
DIE Daytime is abusive
Sunlight is quite intrusive
My brain swells
My insides melt
The sunlight is burning me alive.
I feel like dying
Everyday I keep crying
Sure I seem ok
But i don't know what to say. Cold and alone
Unloved and avoided
Tired and thirsty
I am not a drone.
I have feelings
Just like you
I cry in bed at night
Thinking of my dealings.
Please say
I'll be ok
Please say
Tomorrow's another day.
Quiet and unoticed
Hurting and atrocious
Sleeping in the soil
I never boast.
I have no meaning
So I'll leave
Goodbye to all I loved
I'm tired of this beating.
Something about the way you smiled
made everything in the world
worthwhile.
Our communication is broken
everything is smoking
suddenly the fires of my heart
have ran cold.
I told myself I wouldn't get involved
but after the day I met you
my life evolved.
Now that i'm alone again
I have a lot to say
where do I begin?
Loving you was a sin.
Words that could have been said
will never be read.
Things I could have done
will never have a run.
I know i'll never have the chance
to know where you stand
because everything you told me
ended up being a lie.
Days of the past actions
will at one time
have no reaction.
Is it possible for your sould to bleed?
Because I no longer feel free.
My hands are saying "kill"
my heart is saying "cry"
but the expression on your face
is telling me to die.
I'm a prisoner
to my own mind
one day I know
that you will find
the answers I ask for.
And you agreed to me
but for a small fee.
I guess I was wrong
I should have never thought
but what can I say?
I'm just a man.
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