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TIMOTHY JACOB JACKSON
July 28th 1984 - September 30th 2001

Tim, you were always a great friend even though I took your kindness for granted. I'm sorry I said bad things behind your back. I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you more often.You got what you didn't deserve. You're a great person and I think I speak for everyone when I say you'll be missed. If I learned anything from you, it's always be yourself and never conform to people's pre-set ideals they want for you. You're death put a hole in my heart that will never be replaced. I just wish there was some way we could trade places because you mean so much to everyone down here. There's not a minute that goes by that I don't miss you and wonder how you are. Dude, I love you like a brother and I honestly think there will never be another person come close to being what you were. You weren't a punk, hesher, goth, or anything. You were a unique blend that only comes around once in a blue moon. I never think i'll understand why this happened and why you couldn't live through one more crash and at least go to your senior prom. I'm sorry I busted that smirnoff bottle that was on your grave. I had no idea it had sentimental value. I thought it was some jerk that put it there to be funny. I just keep fucking things up. If there's anyway I can fix that, I swear I will. I miss you hombre. Rest In Peace.

THOUGHTS
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RYAN TRIMBLE .10.1.01.
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Tim, I am at a loss of words when I try to think of what to say... All I know is that you did not deserve what happened to you... You were only seventeen, you had your whole life ahead of you... Just the other day I heard you telling someone about what you wanted to do when you graduated from High School... Even though I talked about you behind your back, which i am sorry for, but now I don't have the chance to say so... You were a really good guy... I will really miss you man...

CASEY RAYNES .10.1.01.
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He was a pretty cool guy and always provided a laugh, when needed.. me and many others will all miss him...

GARRETT BABB .10.1.01.
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I'll miss tim for the rest of my life and that everytime I think of him....all my memories will be golden ones.

CHLOE JIVIDEN .10.1.01.
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I don't think I really knew what sadness was until this happened. I know I was mean to you at times but I truly am sorry for that. My life will never be the same now but I know to never take for granted that the people I know and love will be there tomorrow. I'll never forget you.

JOSH HARSHBARGER .10.2.01.
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tim jackson..whenever i hear that name i always think of when we set the dumpster on fire, shit in pools, and when he slugged me in the stomach when i talked about how hot his mom was. but mainly i think of him as being one crazy dude. he always had the ganja and was happy to share.he was only 17 and never made it outta high school. and i have got to say that tim was one incredibly nice person. the 21 laws broken in a single night will live on in my memory forever. i am grateful to have known you and it hurts me to see this happen. i never expected that last weekend would be the last time id ever get to hang out with you. you will live in all of our hearts forever and will never be forgotten. Rest in Peace

BRANDON PATRICK .10.2.01.
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When you lose a friend... part of yourself is lost also...
I will really miss him and I wish I could have gotten to know him better... He was a really great guy, and I am sure that he will
be there to meet us and show us around when we
finally reach the end of our lives... Tim, I am thinking of you
buddy...

DEREK FORBES .10.11.01.
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TIM, I CANT BELIVE JUST HOW FRAGLIE LIFE REALLY IS OUR FRIENDSHIP WAS ONE OF GOOD TIME AND BETTER TIMES. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT MADE OUR FRIENDSHIP DRIFT APART AS IT DID BUT NO BAD FEELINGS FOR IT I STILL THOUGHT GOOD OF YOU. THERES NOT ENOUGH PAPER TO WRITE DOWN THE GOOD THINGS I COULD SAY ABOUT YOU. FUNNY TALENTED JUST A GREAT KIND HEARTED PERSON, MISSED YOU ARE YOUR DEATH HAS BROUGHT A SENSE OF EMPTYNESS IN US ALL, YOU ARE STILL ON OUR MINDS AS YOU WILL BE UNTILL WE ARE BROUGHT TO OUR DEATHS. THE VOID OF YOUR LOSS WILL NEVER BE FILLED, EVEN STILL I FIND MYSELF STILL EXPECTING YOU TO WALK THROUGH THE GATES AT THE NEXT FOOTBALL GAME OR YOU TO WALK DOWN THE HALL BETWEEN CLASSES, MISSED YOU ARE, FORGOTEN YOU ARE NOT. I HAVENT SHED A TEAR SINCE YOU HAVE LEFT ALMOST BUT NOT YET BECAUSE GOOD PEOPLE NEVER REALLY DIE IT IS YOU WHO WILL LIVE ON IN OUR HEARTS FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO IS STILL WAITING JUST LIKE ME TO SEE YOU ONE MORE TIME. ALWAYS WITH US YOU WILL BE WE DEEPLY MISS AND LOVE YOU.

ART
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My haiku about Tim
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Tim was a great guy
i'll always rememeber you
rest in peace my friend.

A poem I wrote for Tim .01.10.02.
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There's been many nights
Where I layed in my bed
And just cryed.
A disastrous night
I recall clearly
I lost a friend
Whom I miss dearly.
They say good people never die
But I always walked around
And looked to the sky.
The more I think
The more I drink
The more I cry
The more I ask "WHY?"
It hasn't been the same
without that crazy guy
Who was great in many ways
And lead a life of fame.
He was only 17
And he had no idea
That sleeping saturday night
Would be his last dream.
Tim was a rare breed
Who liked simple things
And had a heart of a steed.
I'll never forget
That fateful crash
Those two guys
Weren't even driving fast.
My month of depression
Was the worst I ever had
Sooner or later
Death became my obsession.
Maybe someday
I will see
That leopard-print dude
Standing in a sunshine ray.
I'll never really get it
I'll never really fit in
But that doesn't matter
'Cause neither did Tim.