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[MATCHBOOK-strung out]
i can see it in your eyes, i can hear it in your voice. the signs are obvious that all we had has run its course. i don't mind giving up the upper hand in this little charade cuz i've spent too many nights here on the floor waiting for something inside you to change. don't look back in anger that is all that you can see. cuz anger's all I got to keep me warm when you're away and i know that this is nothing new but tonight is all i know. disconnect myself from your memory and never feel anything at all. to justify with all your words don't mean anything to me cuz i've cut you off so here we stand and face each other we've got nothing to say. a flashback to another time when silence was a welcome friend. now i'm sorry i can never really say all the things going on inside my head. silence is a justified expression of my war now. nothing's like it was before don't look back in anger. now is that all that you can say? cuz anger's all i got to keep me warm when you're away and all your words and all our actions don't mean anything to me cuz I've got you off. don't look back in anger, don't look back in anger, don't look back in anger, it's just a memory and it's easy to forget your face and it's easy to survive in this place without you, without you i just comb my hair and wash my face. keep straight ahead and keep my pace don't think about nothing i might never be alright. well i got my friends i got my pen. i got a million distractions to keep me warm and i know is that i'll be alright. i'll be alright
[HIGHSCHOOL PSYCOHPATH-screeching weasel]
i really hated high school it was such a drag everytime i walked the halls the kids would call me a fag i didn't care for physical ed and i didn't care for history i wanted to blow up my high school and take my g.e.d. i was a high school psychopath i needed therapy i was a high school psychopath with an overload of energy there was a teenage wasteland in my brain from staying after school i didn't wanna pledge allegiance because i thought it was so uncool each and everybody hated me they thought i was such a jerk with my leather jacket my ripped blue jeans and my ramones t-shirt.
[EVERY NIGHT-screeching weasel]
i'm not feeling human anymore half connected all the time each night i document the things i've done the pointless points i've made for stupid reasons every night i'm always the same you're pounding on my brain tonight and every night i lie down clenching up my teeth trying to fall asleep i've sat and smoked a billion cigarettes and wished to hell that you were here my stained and calloused fingers hold a pen scratching apologies to you too late too little every night i pay off my debts trust me i don't forget tonight and every night i will analyze everything and make myself count the ways i fucked up today
[TOTALLY-screeching weasel]
totally cool that your hair is blue i totally drool when i think about you totally neat totally sweet totally knocked me off my feet totally rad but it's too bad you're not aware of all my plans i totally lust when i see you around the belmont bus takes me right by your house totally neat totally sweet totally knocked me off my feet totally lame that you won't say you'll hang out with me every day i totally love everything about you
[HANG UP-the parasites]
i didn't really want to go to another show but i got in for nothing. i saw you go across the room and i knew that i was there. after the second crappy band, you grabbed my left hand and pulled me over to you. and ever since you walked away i need psuchiatric care. i've gotta hang up. i can't hang up whe i talk to you.i've called you up a thousand times, spent a thousand dimes but you dont ever answer. i wish that you would decide is it him or is it me. you're always putting me on hold and that's kinda cold, but i could wait forever. and if it takes a million times i'll get you naturally. i've been in love before a couple other times, but no one wanted me. i know i sometimes i say things you dont wanna hear, but i'll whisper in your ear until you see. i gotta hang up. i can't hang up when i talk to you. i didn't really want to go to another show but i had to tell you something. i nearly did a double take when i seen both of you there. after the second crappy band you grabbed his left hand and walked past me smiling. but if you think i'm giving up you need psychiatric care. i know you know right now that you cant be with me. i hope someday to see you fall. i know you sometimes say things i dont want to hear but i want to make it clear that love goes on. i gotta hang up. i cant hang up when i talk to you.
[RISE ABOVE-black flag]
JEALOUS COWARDS TRY TO CONTROL
RISE ABOVE
WE'RE GONNA RISE ABOVE
THEY DISTORT WHAT WE SAY
RISE ABOVE
WE'RE GONNA RISE ABOVE
TRY AND STOP WHAT WE DO
RISE ABOVE
WHEN THEY CAN'T DO IT THEMSELVES
WE ARE TIRED OF YOUR ABUSE
TRY TO STOP US IT'S NO USE
SOCIETY'S ARMS OF CONTROL
RISE ABOVE
WE'RE GONNA RISE ABOVE
THINK THEY'RE SMART
CAN'T THINK FOR THEMSELVES
RISE ABOVE
WE'RE GONNA RISE ABOVE
LAUGH AT US
BEHIND OUR BACKS
I FIND SATISFACTION
IN WHAT THEY LACK
WE ARE TIRED OF YOUR ABUSE
TRY TO STOP US IT'S NO USE
WE ARE BORN WITH A CHANCE
RISE ABOVE
WE'RE GONNA RISE ABOVE
I AM GONNA HAVE MY CHANCE
RISE ABOVE
WE'RE GONNA RISE ABOVE
WE ARE TIRED OF YOUR ABUSE
TRY TO STOP US IT'S NO USE
RISE ABOVE
RISE ABOVE
RISE ABOVE
WE'RE GONNA RISE ABOVE
WE'RE GONNA RISE ABOVE
WE'RE GONNA RISE ABOVE
[DEPRESSION-black flag]
RIGHT HERE, ALL BY MYSELF
I AIN'T GOT NO ONE ELSE
THE SITUATION IS BLEEDING ME
THERE'S NO RELIEF FOR A PERSON LIKE ME
DEPRESSION'S GOT A HOLD OF ME
DEPRESSION-I GOTTA BREAK FREE
DEPRESSION'S GOT A HOLD OF ME
DEPRESSION'S GONNA KILL ME
I AIN'T GOT NO FRIENDS TO CALL MY OWN
I JUST SIT HERE ALL ALONE
THERE'S NO GIRLS THAT WANT TO TOUCH ME
I DON'T NEED YOUR GODDAMN SYMPATHY
DEPRESSION'S GOT A HOLD OF ME
DEPRESSION-I GOTTA BREAK FREE
DEPRESSION'S GOT A HOLD OF ME
DEPRESSION'S GONNA KILL ME EVERYBODY JUST GET AWAY
I'M GONNA BOIL OVER INSIDE TODAY
THEY SAY THINGS ARE GONNA GET BETTER
ALL I KNOW IS THEY FUCKIN' BETTER
DEPRESSION'S GOT A HOLD OF ME
DEPRESSION-I GOTTA BREAK FREE
DEPRESSION'S GOT A HOLD OF ME
DEPRESSION'S GONNA KILL ME
DEPRESSION'S GOT A HOLD OF ME
DEPRESSION-I GOTTA BREAK FREE
DEPRESSION'S GOT A HOLD OF ME
DEPRESSION'S GONNA KILL ME
[STUPID KID-alkaline trio]
There are things that used to make me smile
One of them was you for just a little while
You left me for dead so far away
I replaced you with fear and shame
You'll be happy on the day I die
There are things that used to make me laugh
But now they're deeply buried in the past
I left them there so far away
Replaced my humor with my pain
I'll be happy on the day it dies
Remember when I said I love you
Well forget it I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said
There are things that used to make you cry
One of them was me for just a little while
Why is it that you had to say
Goodbye in your special way
You slashed the tires on my car
[UNTITLED-social distortion]
I'm heading down a lonely highway
I'm runnin' down a one way street
All I wanna know are you going my way?
Is there someplace quiet where we can meet?
And friends they come and friends they go
But you were always by my side
And where it all ends I don't know
Don't cry no more just hold on tight
There was a time when I was desperate
Living in a town without a name
And when things got so dark and desolate
You taught me how to hide my shame
And kings and queens and millionaires
May never know what I have known
And think the stars I'm the lucky one
Thanks for the lessons that I've been shown
Chorus:
I fel rich, I feel power and security
And when I'm weak you are strong
Once in a lifetime, twice in eternity and guess what?
Nothing else matters anyway
[DEAR LOVER-social distortion]
Loving, over and over again
It ain't nothing girl, til you've felt the pain
Up against the wall, why does love always hurt?
Your scratches run across my back and then a tear
Chorus:
Dear lover, I can't take the pain no more
Dear lover, I pick my heart up from the floor
Dear lover, I can't believe its come to this
Dear lover, give me one last painful kiss
There ain't nothin in this world for free now
So how high of a price will you pay?
Hear the screams so loud, wake up to the broken glass
Its a scene from bad to worse and then more tears
Chorus:Dear lover, I can't take the pain no more
Dear lover, I pick my heart up from the floor
Dear lover, I can't believe its come to this
Dear lover, give me one last painful kiss
[PERFECT GOVERNMENT-nofx]
even if it's easy to be free
what's your definition of freedom?
And who the fuck are you, anyway?
Who the fuck are they?
Who the fuck am I to say?
What the fuck is really going on?
How did the cat get so fat?
Why does the family die?
Do you care why?
'Cause there hasn't been a sign
of anything gettin' better
in the ghetto
people's fed up
but when they get up
you point you're fuckin' finger
you racist, you bigot
that's not the problem, now is it?
[SO MUCH FOR THE AFTERGLOW-everclear]
this is a song about susan
this is a song about the girl next door
this is a song about the everyday occurrences
that make me feel like letting go
yes i think we got a problem
so much for the afterglow
this is a song about susan
this is a song about the way things are
this is a song about the scary things
you see from the corner of your eyes
don't you wonder why?
we never talk about the future
we never talk about the past anymore
we never ask ourselves the questions
to the answers that nobody
even wants to know
i guess the honeymoon is over
so much for the afterglow i remember we could talk about anything
i remember when we used to want to hangout
i remember we could talk about anything
i remember when we used to want to hangout
i remember we could talk about anything
i remember when we used to want to hangout
i remember when we used to want to hangout
i remember we could talk about anything
i remember i remember i remember
we never talk about the future
we never talk about the past anymore
we never ask ourselves the questions
to the answers that nobody needs to know
oh well oh well oh well
so much for the afterglow
oh well oh well oh well
so much for the afterglow
oh well oh well oh well oh well
yes i guess we need the drama
(so much for the afterglow)
[PUNKS NOT DEAD-the exploited]
Said so near the punk is dead
Here was you a modern tend.(of tendention)
Don't let it losing don't any worse
and all cruise up tha the punk is dead
Punk's not dead at all *4
We're all punks and we don't care
That was price to do out here
Blow the trapist in the face
with about tone of noise
[ALWAYS HATE HIPPIES-nofx]
You are a hippie
You smell like skunk
I'm your arch-enemy
A middle class punk
Get out
Get a life
Get a job
Everyone's smoking grass
Everyone is an ass
Can't you afford to cut your hair?
Cause Frank and I will cut it off for free
Never trust a hippie
They'll sell you bad drugs
[IN LOVE THIS WAY-the descendants]
i'm lonely today,
won't you come out to play
when i'm with you all the world goes away
your smile and your eyes,
they keep me alive
your voice is a bell that massages my mind
and it makes me wonder
and it makes me sad
and it makes me nervous
and it makes me oh-so-mad
because i think about you every night and day
and when i could have asked, i let it slip away
i've got to get to know you,
but i'm so afraid
well it's so hard to be a friend
and be in love this way
oh talk to me please,
you've brought me to my knees
only your words melt my twenty year freeze
i've known you so long,
i've known you all along
but suddenly my thoughts of you have been so strong
because i wonder if i'm more than just a friend
did i really see a fire - or just inside my head
sometimes i know you just want me to go away
well it's so hard to be a friend
and be in love this way
karen, may i see your blue eyes
karen, may i tell you tonight
that it makes me wonder . . .
[JEHOVAH'S WITNESS-blanks77]
here they come knocking at my door
don't wanna hear it,
can't take it no more
i'm still sleeping,
can't you see jehovahs witness, bothering me
we don't want no pamphlets
no donation from me,
you brainwashed tons o' people but you'll never fool me
get your hand outta the collection plate!
save that for the god you create!
chapels are made of silver and gold
your teaching is a scam for the money you hold
why can't people just think for themselves
organized religion's a joke believe what they say,
don't question the word
i can't take it no more!
you drink his blood and eat his flesh
sounds pretty sick to me
why don't you just shut your mouth
why don't you just let me be!
[STICK THE FUCKING FLAG UP YOUR GODDAM ASS, YOU SONOFABITCH-propagandhi]
my father told me
"son, it's futile to resist,
you can topple ideology
but not the armies they enlist."
i questioned the intentions of the boy scouts chanting war.
"well that's the sound of freedom, son" he said.
(free to say no more.)
but wait a minute dad, did you actually say freedom?
well, if you're dumb enough to vote,
you're fuckin dumb enough to believe him.
cuz if this country is so goddamn free,
then i can burn your fucking flag wherever
i damn well please.
i carried their anthem, convinces it was mine.
rhymeless, unreasoned conjecture kept me in line.
but then i stood back and wondered what the fuck had they done to me.
made accomplice to all that i'd promised
i would never fucking be. never be.
you carry their anthem convinces that it's yours.
invitation to honor.
invitation to war.
better midler now assumes sainthood.
romanticize murder for moral.
tie a yellow ribbon round the oak tree my friend,
and "gee wally,
that's swell!"
fuck the troops to hell!
[BROKEN PROMISE RING-the ataris]
i really wanna call you, but i know that it's not right. i probably shouldn't tell you but i dreamed of you last night. i guess i'm not
prepared to say... goodbye, so long, farewell, i won't be seeing you again until next time that he goes away. you told me that
you loved me, i started tearing down those walls. i really started to trust you but you set me up to take the fall. i guess i'm not
prepared to say... goodbye, so long, farewell, i won't be seeing you again until next time that he goes away. i guess that i'm
wrong for falling in love, but you're still the one that i'm dreaming of. i guess that it's you i want to hold onto, but you're holding
onto someone else.
[CARVE YOUR INTIALS IN MY HEART-the parasites]
Oh I've been waiting for a long, long time. I'm feeling worse than I could feel. Always the wrong place at the wrong time but, this time I know that it's for real. When you talk I don't know what to say. But I think that I will be OK if I carve your initials in my heart. And I know it helps when things get rough. your picture's not enough so I will carve your initials in my heart. And find the best way that I can, to make sure you begin to understand. So many thoughts are swimming 'round my head. I sometimes wish that I would drown. Or maybe think of something else instead. But that would only bring me down. So I'll take a knife and hold it steady. 'Cause I know that I'm more than ready to carve your initials in my heart. I'll hold my pillow to my head. Until it's you instead then I will carve your initials in my heart. And I don't care how much it hurts, 'cause me here without you is even worse. I really love you and I always will. For you will always be around. And if it takes some time I'll wait until, until the stars come crashing down. It gets so lonely when there's no one else. I've done the best that I can do. And so I'll sit right here beside myself. Until I'm sitting beside you. And I'd give it all up in a minute. If I had a life and you were in it. I'll carve your initials in my heart. I'll hold my pillow to my head. Until it's you instead then I will carve your initials in my heart. And dream about the day that you cut my initials into your heart too.
[MXPX-tomorrow's another day]
I don't want to let my life fly by
Do you ever stop-- Stop to wonder why?
Time flies by when everything is okay
It just turns out that life ain't that way
Big decisions overwhelm me
And I know nothing's free
When I don't think of, think about much
People die and we don't know why
I could use some understanding
Human contact
Sign that contract
I don't want to let my life fly by
Did you ever stop to wonder why?
Ever stop to wonder wonder why?
Well time stands still
When no one understands you
And you don't quite understand yourself
Just know this that God is faithful
Even if you don't have faith yourself
There's nothing quite like being sure of what's inside your heart
It's mostly simple, but not so easy
To know just where to start
I don't want to let my life fly by
Did you ever stop to wonder why?
Ever stop to wonder wonder why?
Today didn't have to be this way
Tomorrow is another day
Another chance to make things right
A chance to make sense of last night
Today didn't have to be this way
Tomorrow is another day
Another chance to make things right
A chance to fully live your life
Only I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
You don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
I don't want to
You don't want to
You don't want to
You don't want to
[MXPX-the final slowdance]
Taking all the space up in my head
With all the things that we could do
And all the things that could be said
It's hard for me to try and understand
The way I feel about you
And the way it made me feel to hold your hand
Am I running out of time?
Or am I at the starting line?
I know I missed the mark
And I just need some sort of sign
My words don't come out easily
So I will tell you honestly
No one wants to spend eternity alone
(repeat from beginning)
[MXPX-cold and all alone]
I know I'm mean, but I'm real sorry
I didn't mean to make you cry
I feel so bad, by then it's too late
You're hurt, I'm mad
Is this goodbye?
(2x)
I've dug down far too deep now
I've dug down far I'm losing sleep
You know it's hard
You know I'm trying
To understand
To do what's right
I don't like to see you crying
I don't like it when we fight
I've dug down far too deep now
I've dug down deep I'm losing
Cold and all alone
Out there on your own
Cold and all alone
Living on your own
I've dug down far too deep now
I've dug down far I'm losing sleep
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LOVE IS A LIE -------------
if i died tonight, would you shed a tear? i dont think you would, i need another beer. this overwhelming feeling of being alone is killing me and you dont care. LOVE IS A LIE. i've just realized how much i dont need you. you lied to me and continued to use. you say i'm the best, you say that i'm nice. but that's a simple way of saying 'we're just friends'. LOVE IS A LIE.
I ALWAYS WILL -------------
you say that everything will be ok. i think back to the day where my only problem was how fast i can get to your house so i can see your pretty face and hold you in my arms once again. i've spent years and years looking for you. i dont know if i could ever let you go because i love you so and the warmth of your smile brings sunshine all the while when i sit beside you. I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL. dawn comes over the mountain this morning. i wake up with a smile on my face remembering all the times we shared and knowing that you cared. you say you dont know how you feel. i know that i care about you i want to be more than just friends even when our relationship bends. you'll be in my dreams tonight. I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER.
A SONG CALLED 'FUCK' -------------------- alone again. what the fuck is going on? i feel so fucking lost but what's the cost of trying to be happy? the loss of love and being rejected hurts but who cares? not you. because i can see right through so go away and i'll live my way.FUCK SOCIETY FUCK THE RULES FUCK BEING SOCIAL AND FUCK YOU!. my brain is thristy for an answer. so i started smoking to get cancer. everything hurts, especially my heart. you never seemed to like me from the start and you never wanted a relationship. i dont know what to do. this is hard. you'll learn soon enough. please dont send me a sorry card. FUCK SOCIETY FUCK THE RULES FUCK BEING SOCIAL AND FUCK YOU! it's real sad when you cant walk down the street without some fucking idiot calling you a fag. these people make me sick. i think i'm going to gag. these christians say they love everyone, but they disclude the ones that really aren't rude. so much for my dream of happiness. FUCK SOCIETY FUCK THE RULES FUCK BEING SOCIAL AND FUCK YOU!
MY SONG ------- something new in a world gone wrong. i never thought i would feel so strong for a sophmore girl with pretty blue eyes. everytime i see her, i think i'm going to die. she's a perfect 10. if looks could kill, i would drop dead at her will. she's a great fucking kid, but i know i'll never be as good as she thinks of me. i wish i had something to offer to her, i wish i had something to give to her, but i'm just a nobody that will amount to nothing. THIS IS MY SONG ABOUT THE GIRL I LOVE, HER NAME IS -----, SHE'S AS BEAUTIFUL AS A DOVE. MAYBE SOMEDAY SHE WILL SEE I LOVE HER A LOT AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE THAT WAY. i think i'll just give up because there's no point. life has ended as i know it. she is special in every little bit. i know i'm being stupid, i know that i'm hopeless. sometimes i wish i could kill cupid. it's time to let go of her now, i'm just not right enough for her. i love you chloe, and i hate to say goodbye.THIS IS MY SONG ABOUT THE GIRL I LOVE, HER NAME IS -----, SHE'S AS BEAUTIFUL AS A DOVE. MAYBE SOMEDAY SHE WILL SEE I LOVE HER A LOT AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE THAT WAY
THREE A.M. ----------
the street light is on. it's 3 a.m. no one around to talk to, no lover to hold. i'm losing control, but the answer is bold. he sits in my fridge, and he's icy fucking cold. his name is bud. he says hello. he's alcoholic, and his color is yellow. if you could just see, that you've done this to me, i might move on if bud says goodbye. IT'S HARD ENOUGH WITHOUT YOU HERE. MY LIFE IS A WRECK, SO THE ANSWER IS BEER. keep walking away just like i knew you would.we used to be so close but there you stood. you told me you had feelings for another guy. i felt like dying, because it was my friend ryan. and the girl i loved, stabbed my back again. IT'S HARD ENOUGH WITHOUT YOU HERE. MY LIFE IS A WRECK, SO THE ANSWER IS BEER. goodbye to you. goodbye to what i loved. but i think i mean love, because i need to tell you something you need to hear he's a major dick and i dont think you need that little prick. he doesn't know you like i do. he doesn't love you like i do. i just wanted to tell you, i still love you. IT'S HARD ENOUGH WITHOUT YOU HERE. MY LIFE IS A WRECK, SO THE ANSWER IS BEER. GOODBYE
HURT ME -------
i'm tired of caring, i'm tired of crying. why does it have to be this way? this horrible feeling that i cant get past. i'm dying inside, i need an answer fast. I HATE THE WAY YOU LOVE TO HURT ME. i hope your life isn't so nice. you forgave me for anger, and you rolled the dice. i hurt so bad, you care so less. you threw me away like a fucking fad.I HATE THE WAY YOU LOVE TO HURT ME. i'll be thinking of you in my dreams. i still care when i blow off steam. it's that fucking hard, to get you out of my mind. you're so special and i still love you. I HATE THE WAY YOU LOVE TO HURT ME. I HATE THE WAY YOU LOVE TO HURT ME. I LOVE THE WAY YOU HATE TO HURT ME.
SUICIDE -------
it's about that time to consider my suicide. you that i'm selfish, but you keep acting like a bitch. mom says i'm stupid. dad never cared. i'll buy a gun 'cause i'm not scared. SUICIDE! SUICIDE! HANGING FROM THE CEILING OR GUN SHOT TO THE HEAD. BLOODY SUICIDE. YOUTH IS DEAD. fuck you. fuck you today. fuck you tomorrow. fuck what i say. i dont care, you dont care, we dont care, i'm not scared. SUICIDE! SUICIDE! HANGING FROM THE CEILING OR GUN SHOT TO THE HEAD. BLOODY SUICIDE. YOUTH IS DEAD.yeah i might be stupid. yeah i might be selfish. but did you ever stop, to ask me how i was? i'll go home now, to cry and get drunk. because unlike you, jim beam is always there. SUICIDE! SUICIDE! HANGING FROMT HE CEILING OR GUN SHOT TO THE HEAD. BLOODY SUICIDE. YOUTH IS DEAD.
BEST FRIEND -----------
I can't get this thought out of me brain. all the thoughts of hurt remain. i remember earlier times of which everything was sublime. mother fucker! you stabbed me the last time. i could never ever commit that crime, i'm not one to walk away because i want to hear everything you say. so go ahead and state your reason why fall is my depression season. it's taking everything i got to keep from hitting you, you cock! you took my girl, i lost my nerve. i tried to tell her, you were a perv. i want so bad to see you cry, 'cause that's what i did when i thought i died. BEST FRIEND(2X) YOU WONT BACKSTAB ME ANYMORE. counseling didn't work, pills didn't work, sooner or later, she realized you were a jerk so fuck you! she's mine again and i'm so happy, i'm trying not to sound so sappy. if you didn't fuck up, you could have had the best girlfriend you ever had. too bad you are a dick and she realized that real quick. i guess after some time she knew that punk guys always keep true. BEST FRIEND(2X) YOU WONT BACKSTAB ME ANYMORE.
LIKE HIM --------
i gasped for air, i choked and staired. i never thought it would hurt this bad. Jay said it's ok to be this sad. i thought she loved me but i guess i just couldn't see. i'm crushed again, no hopes or dreams. i don't know where to begin. i hate my confusion, my heart needs a transfusion 'cause i'm fucking tired of feeling this way. so shut the fuck up and go back to your rut. i hope he's everything you could hope for oh yeah. I'M NOT LIKE HIM(2X) i gasped for air, i choked and staired. i never thought it would hurt this bad. Jay said it's ok to be this sad. i thought she loved me but i guess i just couldn't see. i'm crushed again, no hopes or dreams. i don't know where to begin. i hate my confusion, my heart needs a transfusion 'cause i'm fucking tired of feeling this way. so shut the fuck up and go back to your rut. i hope he's everything you could hope for oh yeah I'M NOT LIKE HIM(2X)
DON'T TELL ME -------------
today i decided to talk to you. called you up, but didn't get through. sat around waiting for your call...but you didn't. i took a walk out in the cold, smoked a cigg and it was camel. i burned alive trying to keep astride when you left me for him. i cried and cried i never thought i would be this tempermental. i'll never be alright never be alright never be alright. DON'T TELL ME YOU LOVE ME(3X) 'CAUSE I DONT BELIEVE YOU. i noticed you walking downt he field, he was there and didn't yeild. i tried so hard to catch your eye but you just walked on by. nights are hard to get through. i'm depressed all day just thinking of you. i'm wondering if you ever cared at all, because you didn't care when i was hurt this fall. i'll never be alright never be alright never be alright.today i decided to talk to you. called you up, but didn't get through. sat around waiting for your call...but you didn't. i took a walk out in the cold, smoked a cigg and it was camel. i burned alive trying to keep astride when you left me for him. i cried and cried i never thought i would be this tempermental. i'll never be alright never be alright never be alright never be alright never be alright never be alright never be alright never be alright again.
ODE TO MADONNA --------------
fuck madonna, that stupid whore thinking that she's something more. i'm tired of her skimpy clothes. she reminds me of those new york ho's. strutting around with her tits all out, she makes me sick and wanna shout. gritty little bitch with hideous teeth i'll bet anything she reeks. sleeping around with anonymous people and fucking around in the church steeple. madonna is starting to bore us...oh my gos, here coems the chorus! YOUR MUSIC..MAKES THE PEOPLE..FUCKING PUKE! SHUT UP BITCH YOU MAKE ME SICK! madonna is a movie actress she gets on screen just to show her assets. evita fucking sucked, this is true. just don't tell her or she'll turn blue. i really dont care to see her face because her dad says she's a disgrace. she fucked dennis rodman this i know, but it's ok because he's fucked up so. i'm tired of writing this song. so suck my big gorilla dong. YOUR MUSIC..MAKES THE PEOPLE..FUCKING PUKE! SHUT UP BITCH, YOU MAKE ME SICK!
PARTY AT 27TH STREET --------------------
i don't know where to go or where to start. i'll never make it up the chart. sittign in a crowded room, my head is filling up with gloom everyone sits around but no one ever makes a sound. oh yeah. feeling all alone now. but i dont really care so go ahead and glare. this is my night so i'm going to make it right. I'M SO SECLUDED (X4) IN THE PARTY AT 27TH STREET. do you ever stop? you god damn mother fucking idiot. i may sound lame, but i wont play your fucking game. i just sit around and take up all your oxygen. so where do i begin? and where do i stop? fuck you all. you never cared. good people are fucking rare. stop your excuse. drain the abuse. it's me (x3) you don't like. o don't take it out on someone else. learn to cope with diversity 'cause i'm going to live like it's my city. I'M SO SECLUDED (X4) IN THE PARTY AT 27TH STREET. 27 things i wanna do to you...(x8 and fade)
DOESN'T SWAY ------------
it may be hard for you to say how you feel but it's ok 'cause i know you like to steal..my beating heart. right from the start. all i wanted was you and i know you'll always be true. i don't care what my friends say. i still love you everyday. please dont leave me here alone, your heart beat is the only tone..i hear. shed a tear. 'cause i'm so happy to have found. your eyes freeze me with out a sound. now that i got you in my sights, not letting you go without a fight. true love doesn't sway so easy. I HANG OFF THE WORDS YOU SAY AS IF I THINK YOU'LL GO AWAY.SO PLEASE TELL ME, PLEASE JUST TELL ME "NO MATT, I'M NOT LEAVING." do you think that i may be the whole world to you. 'cause it's not hard to find out everything i am about. she's standing right in front of me she's as beautiful as the sea. i wish that i could take her far and give her every night star. 'cause true love doesn't sway so easy. I HANG OFF THE WORDS YOU SAY AS IF I THINK YOU'LL GO AWAY.SO PLEASE TELL ME, PLEASE JUST TELL ME "NO MATT, I'M NOT LEAVING."
TIM IS STILL AROUND
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he had so many dreams for the future, trial and error, not like a computer. he was a common kid with a platinum heart, leopard print clad guy, never looked so sharp. just so young, but he'll never see, his senior prom but he didn't flee. carved of wood but everytime he passed he wouls say hello and talk after class. seventeen years is not enough. i heard about that crash that was so rough. 8:00 at night, slid off the road. pulled back on and flipped right out. died in an instant, soon to be a tragic story that was told by mouth. Tim was special and brought so much joy what did he ever do? he was just a boy. IT'S OK(X3) TIM IS STILL AROUND IT'S OK(X3) HE'S GONE AWAY TODAY IT'S OK(X3) BUT TIM IS STILL THERE IT'S JUST SO UNFAIR. school was hell, i've lost my nerve. when i think about the truck that swerved. my heart has dropped in a black hole and it's just as black as a piece of coal. so many things i could have said. but now i can't because my friend is dead. the soil protects him day by day. i wish the accident wouldn't have happened anyway. seventeen years is not enough. my junior year has completely sucked. i wish that i could tell him all the things i said because it's too late now, and i'm full of dread. i'll never see black afros the same way. he still makes me laugh to this very day. Tim was golden, anyone could tell and i'm glad he lived his life so well. i don't mean to juxtapose with a song, goodbye my friendm i'm sorry for being wrong. IT'S OK(X3) TIM STILL IS AROUND IT'S OK(X3) HE'S GONE AWAY TODAY IT'S OK(X3) BUT TIM IS STILL THERE IT'S JUST SO UNFAIR.
BLACK FRIDAY
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you never said how much i mean. you never stopped blowing off steam. when will all of this shit stop? i'll never be on top. when i cross the field my mind wanders; grabbing your hand and holding you tight. i'll never forget the pain you cause because of your non-existent flaws. all i did was tell you i love you, i meant it all it was so true. my heart has stopped, my tears ran dry. i can see it all in the sky. BLACK FRIDAY, WHEN WILL I LEARN, BLACK FRIDAY, MY HEART IS BURNT. all the moments that we shared are fucking fake you never cared. i want to tell you how bad i hurt, i feel like my lungs will burst. i thought that love would be more fun, but i melt right into the sun. months and months start to go by. because of you, i began to cry. passionate kisses will no longer be. i just wish that you could see. BLACK FRIDAY, WHEN WILL I LEARN? BLACK FRIDAY, NOW IT'S YOUR TURN.
I'M DONE WITH YOU
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loving you was wrong, so i guess i was right. it's not good when all we do is fight. take another drink, take another hit. i'm sick and tired of all your shit. i'm hurt again, but do you care? you just forget and run to him. love si fake, tears are real. i wish you knew just how i feel. makes your jokes, point and laugh. all the feelings are in the past. a tragic romance, a heartfelt bond. but you tell me that you feel wrong. DO YOU HAVE THE TIME TO BE THIS APPALED WITH ME? IT'S A STARRY, STARRY NIGHT AND YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL JUST NOT ON THE INSIDE. LEAVE ME ALONE BECAUSE I'VE CUT YOU OFF. misguided and lied to, fell for it some more. believing what you say, but it's all a bore. i still don't get it, i'm not pessimistic. i sat to the side because i'm a trick. i don't even know if weasel could help. love burns me alive, and you have the gascan. drop to the floor, shake my head. thank fucking christ that i'm not dead. i have my friends, i know they care. good people today are just so rare. i got my heart back, but what do i do? i promised myself not to give it to you. DO YOU HAVE THE TIME TO BE THIS APPALLED WITH ME? IT'S A STARRY, STARRY NIGHT AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL JUST NOT ON THE INSIDE. LEAVE ME ALONE BECAUSE I'VE CUT YOU OFF.
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